A kaleidoscope

Think, of a loneliest star,
And the thoughts consuming your silence,
If I am a word unspoken,
Then you’re the air I’m breathing.
Every night,
you wake up,
You let the darkness fill
If you’ve played with darkest night
Im the voice beckoning your will.
A memory of me
Flashes down,
Right before you fall asleep.
The night you poured yourself
a drink of realities,
I’m the light,
A kaleidoscope,
Pattern I etch,
Reflecting the memories.
I’ve heard you talk to moon,
The secrets you whisper,
And say, “I miss her man”
Every word you say,
Scattered in sky,
If you’re the scent dispersed in air,
I’m the phantoms carrying it within.

A midnight poem

If only I could put my
Thoughts in words,
I could tell you…
How wrong it feels
When you’re singing;
These lullabies,
Tempting butterflies,
To flutter..
Heartbeat skips,
At the familiar melodies..
As I’m waiting here
To turn them into,
Realities…

How I’m waiting for you to
Get home..
I’ve a pen, and a mind overflowing of fantasy..
Weaving a poem, somewhere inside  me.

These poems are made up on the blocks of your promises..
A wall furnished,
Painted with the colours of desire..

Of all the slurred words,
You whispered…
When You weren’t sober..
Are the secrets you knew I’d keep..
Under my pillow is a garden..
Paved with all your secrets..
No tree bears the fruit there…
It’s a blossom,
Now it is an early morning Chaos to me..

Like a ray of sun… Glistening warmth in flake of snow…
The same way.. You off guard
The whole ocean in me..

On the way back to reality
I see fireflies..
That’ll lead me to home..
Something to rely on when it gets dark and cold..

Vapours of love

Clouds rolling i see
With envious eye
There are two lovers
Staring at the sky
Every day they sing songs
And set each other on fire,
Love consuming them
and every word burning in to a desire
Not too far that they’re
Laced up in arms
They’re the savoir,
They’re eachothers guard.
Now that clouds too are overfilled with moist..
They rain on each other…
Fighting, wrestling
And thinking
Who’d absorb each other first.
They’re the chaser of light..
Every night they dream and forever try to remain in each other’s sight..
Every night they dream and forever try to remain in each other’s sights
After every fight..
One kiss..
And they make it right..
There are two lovers…
And the dreams they sail at night.

Pebble in ocean

I don’t want to know
What they’ve filled the books with…
Sane talks or guiding paths
I’m just a pebble thrown in ocean
Driven to explore the depth
As I sit here in front of you
Feeling all that in me..
I’ve never made it upto shore
And I never want to..
For me you’re the light
For me you’re the eternity

I don’t know how
they write the names on
rain soaked wood logs
I’ve felt the warmth of your words
As you undress your thoughts in poetry
I’ve never been so vulnerable
In front of any..
For you I’m a scarlet letter
Every word unveiling a mystery

I don’t want to see
Rainbows or butterflies
birds chirping melodies
I’m just a seed thrown in  garden
To emerge as a tree
I’ve never been in anyone’s shelter
I’ve never been anybodies dream

I don’t know what promises they make
What words they exchange
I just want you to know
All these songs are sung for you

I just want you to know
I hummed to you every time you were away.
I don’t make promises
I just give my heart away
And all the songs you think you
Might not get to hear..
And all the thoughts  I failed to mold in poems
I want you to know

I’ve never bleeded this much
And I’ve thought it through

If I’m the pebble,
Then the ocean was always you.

You AM

What if i tell you I’m the shadow that keeps you
Covered..
when comes black cloud hovering our hut.
What if I tell you…
Every time I watch you fall asleep
I think of all the times
I thought I would never have you near….
What if I tell you
every time you’re away
I feel no different cause
you are living inside me somewhere.
What if I tell you
You’re not homeless..
There is a place in my heart…
That desires you
You’re the prince and heart of mine an “enchanted palace”
What if I tell you
I dont like the touch of butterflies
I love the trial of your smell
The patterns that they leave in the air
What if i touch the scars
Every burn you’ve went through
What If i etch them on skin of mine
Would you allow me to?
What if i tell you
I whisper your name before going to sleep
It keeps me warm at night
It keeps me from bad dreams

What if i tell you all the “what if” are mere an excuse
There has not been a second
I haven’t thought about you
This sure is the craziest feeling
This is not gentle love sickness.

It’s 2Am now, your plane near to land
39 min left
And I’ll have you here in my embrace…
But what if I tell you before that happens…
Even with your thoughts I loved you all the same…